Thursday, September 15, 2016


I somehow deleted a long post I wrote today about it being my child Julian's due date. He/she would have be turning two sometime this month. It's a hard day for me and the deletion of the post seems pretty dang symbolic. A post that will never be read about the baby who was never born. Yep, that about sums it up today.

Julian's Certificate of Life from the Shrine of the Holy Innocents


  1. I'm so sorry, Mandi. Those dates don't seem to get any easier. His name is beautiful.

  2. Thank you for sharing, even though it's hard.

    Have you read "Angel in the Waters?" It's a children's picture book about life before birth, but it really helped me think about miscarriage, too.

  3. i am sorry for the memory that the day brought to you but for it not being read is really symbolic. we pore our hearts out to be heard on such pain and then it goes away? its about right huh?